on me

i wanted to start doing pregnancy notes. i’m planning to jot down the stages, emotionally&physically changes, my feelings of happiness, excitedness, fears, hopes, wishlist. everything.

because know i realize that my life, our life; will never be the same again.

this is the new beginning.

here’s the list:

@5weeks

1. current weight : 60kgs

2.symptoms :

~breast tenderness. i dont feel like wearing a bra. x selesa.

~frequent urination

~bloated stomach

~dizziness in the evening but not frequent

~mood swings.cepat betul rasa nak mengamuk. kejap happy, the next minute i naik angin

~fatigue.naik tangga 2 tingkat pun terasa lelah sungguh.jantung berdegup laju mcm baru lepas lari 100m.        

Hubby and I will be seeing Dr.K tomorrow for our 1st consultation. Already i have lots of questions to ask. Hopefully she will assist me on this.

Well, i dont know either what i felt at the moment is norm, but believe me, i’m quite ambarassed when people started to ask if i’m expecting. terasa segan & malu. dont know why. padahal bukannya buat benda x elok kan? but still, couldnt help but feeling a bit of shy. maybe sebab i think its waaayyyy tooo early to tell the colleagues abt the news. or maybe (mintak dijauhkan lah) because of fear it didnt turn out smoothly as what i’m hoping for. its only 5 weeks, there’s a long way to go ahead.  I have to prepare myself if anything bad happens (mudah2an dijauhkan dari malapetaka..aminn).

please kindly pray for me. many thank you.