I am here

…still. No, lil’one hasnt check-out yet.

Had an appointment with Dr.F since Dr.N was on leave for a week. I am 75.5kg (gained 0.5kg) and lil’one is at 3.3kg.

To be honest, at this stage, I am a bit “tired” of this pregnancy. But dont get me wrong, its not that I dont like being pregnant or dislike lil’one in my tummy, but I am tired of my own heaviness, the edema-leg, the frequent urination, the backache and the urgh-its-so-hard-to-get-up-from-bed every morning.

Also, I am restless now, when I am at the office, I dont feel comfortable sitting on the chair. No sitting position is comfortable for me nowadays. However, I dont feel like walking too. When I walk, I will feel the sharp pain in the groin area thus, will limit of the activity.

I am tired of the question“eh, belum beranak lagi ke?” or “bila nak bersalin ni?” or “bile due?”  which I received every morning just as I step to the OPD to punch-in. As if, takde soalan lain ke nak tanya. Cuba lah tanya dah makan ke belum, breakfast ape harini or puji aku cantik ke harini.

I am nagging, I know.

Tak baik kan rasa macam ni, komplen macam2. Macam x bersyukur je diberikan peluang untuk merasai nikmat mengandung. 

Astaghfirullahhalazim….

But, I need to get things out of my head. Now I feel better.

And oh, Salam Eidul Adha to you all.