Sudden Decision

The bbsitter has been feeling not well since last week resulting abi & ummi to take leave (& EL too!!) alternately. When we just thought everything will be fine today, we recieved a call at 11++pm last night from the bbsitter’s husband telling us that the bbsitter is still not fit to take care of little Tasneem.

We couldnt afford to take another EL, we dont have anybody else to look after Tasneem as in Bangi. So I came out with a suggestion.

kita balik seremban lah, mintak tolong mak jaga Tasneem.. tapi kena lah berkorban berulang dari sana..

Abi then immediately agreed because like I said, we both couldnt afford to take another day leave or maybe days of leave. Those last week ELs is already taking the toll on us; works piling up at the office.

I am very sure my mum is more than happy to look after her cucu perempuan pertama because my youngest brother studied in KL and left my parents at home. So my mum only have my ayah to gadoh2 with. 

So early in the morning, I called emak at 6.15am. She was quite surprise as I never (!!) called her before at that hours. I asked her either emak has programs this week, she said NO. I explained abt the bbsitter and asked her to bbsit Tasneem this week.  Of course lah emak suka!

When we reached my parent’s house, emak was gardening. I just knew she was waiting for her cucu.  Betul pun, belum sempat nak salam terus emak dukung Tasneem and bawak masuk rumah..

Haiihh…sayang cucu lebih dari anak..

Now she can mengulit my daughter puas2.

Special little princess

Can you spot the 3 pusar?

Special my daughter is, born with 3 pusar.

After we gonjeng-ed her head, her hair is growing OK but extra growing in the pusar part.

We used to hear this..

kalau 2 pusar, degil budak ni nanti… 

tapi, kalau 3 pusar??
haih, adakah akan menjadi degil² ??

halamakkk !!

Sleeping & outing

Yesterday was an outing day for our family. But not the yu-ha-yu-hi type of outing i.e: shopping mall outing, but more towards social outing.

Early in the morning, I told Tasneem that I’ll bring her to my office because I had to monitor a medical screening program. So after bathed and fed, she took her morning nap, but for only like 45 minutes and then she refused to sleep. Puas jgak ummi enjut dia suruh tido balik, tapi dia babling ntah hape2 dlm buai tu, siap tersengih2 pandang kita. Hm, terus aje angkat dia letak kt her playgym.

I said to abi, maybe sebab dia takut kena tinggal kalau tido lama2.

Masa kat office, she was so very baik little angel. Babbly and smiley with my staffs. Mana tak suka kalau asyik berdukung je kan?? hehe. I can see that she was sleepy tapi sebab ramai org layan dia, she refused to sleep. On the way balik ke rumah only she slept in her car-seat.

Then abt 3pm, we went out to ziarah abi’s auntie in Hospital Selayang. Tasneem was sleeping through out the  journey to PJ to pick my ILs, but bila dgr je suara my ILs, terus bukak mata and senyum2 kat nenek dia. We were at the hospital from 5pm till 7pm and she didnt sleep at all, all kicking, smiling and babling sebab ramai orang agah2. Lagi pulak there were a few children around, of course lagi suka la Tasneem.

On the way balik to PJ, only she slept. Agaknya sebab terlampau mengantuk, even she poops, still tido jugak. I was quite lega sebab she didnt fuss around for her nappy changed sbb we had to rush for my matrix gathering at Tupai2 at 8pm.

She woke up when I changed her diaper and stay awake for the rest of the night. Obviously she was sleepy but refuse to sleep. Yang bagusnya, dia tak meragam pulak sbab nak tido. Dia komplen2 lah jugak tapi x menangis, refuse to smile and less kickings. Dok baik je main dgn shawl ummi dlm stroller.

Her behaviour last night made me wonder, adakah sebab suka berjalan Tasneem menjadi kurang tido dan kurang minum susu? Atau pun adakah sebab Tasneem tak selesa nak tido dgn suasana selain bilik tido kami, tp dia x meragam sbb ikut ckp ummi yg pesan supaya jgn menangis sbb ummi nak jumpa kawan2?

Sampai rumah abt 12, she slept on the way back home and continue sleeping when I put her on the bed. She only woke up once asking for her milk and continue sleeping up till now as I write this post. Looking at her, rasa kesian sebab she must be so d*mn tired yesterday, having to sacrifice her sleep for her parents activities. Lagi rasa kesian, she didnt make much fuss and get cranky about that, cuma kurang ceria aje.

Oh, kesian Tasneem.

3 months

Our little princess; Tasneem Athirah is now 3 months old.

Update: Ummi

Dear  mommies & fellow readers,

I wanted to say a BIG thank you for the ‘get-well’ wishes and concerns regarding my health.  I decided to reply your questions and concerns about the bleeding in a blog-post rather than personally answer the comment one by one sebab basically the questions are about the same kan?

Happy to inform that I’m recovering from the bleeding. Alhamdulillah. However, the real reason behind the occurance of the bleeding in still un-confirm. 1st time intercourse post-delivery might be the act of the bleeding but my concern is that when I asked experienced mommies, they claimed that they didnt bleed as I did. Also, regarding to my gynae, during the suturing procedure, she noticed that my vaginal wall was kind of rapuh because it keeps fallen off when she inserted the needle. That worries me.

Although now the spotting has stopped and my follow-up appointment will be next week, I’m thinking of having for 2nd opinion from other gynae. You know, just to make sure that I am fine that I can have babies in the future. Some asked about wether it was caused by the C-sect procedure. My answer is I dont know. Now my concern is that, remember that I was inserted with 3 doses of induce drug/hormone to dilate the cervical opening but I didnt hence I had to go under the knife. It could be one the effects. But still, its just my wild paranoia thoughts. Mungkin takde kaitan langsung pun.  So mommies, fret not okay. I’ll update about it once I had the answer.

Erm..have you had an experience like me when you had intercourse post-delivery for the 1st time? Manalah tahu kan this is a common thing that I do not aware of. So tak payahla I nak risau lebih2. If you dont mind sharing..

On the other hand, Tasneem already 3 months old and I’m bringing her to her paed in a short while for her immunization jap. Will post her 3months pics in the next post.