Yesterday was an outing day for our family. But not the yu-ha-yu-hi type of outing i.e: shopping mall outing, but more towards social outing.
Early in the morning, I told Tasneem that I’ll bring her to my office because I had to monitor a medical screening program. So after bathed and fed, she took her morning nap, but for only like 45 minutes and then she refused to sleep. Puas jgak ummi enjut dia suruh tido balik, tapi dia babling ntah hape2 dlm buai tu, siap tersengih2 pandang kita. Hm, terus aje angkat dia letak kt her playgym.
I said to abi, maybe sebab dia takut kena tinggal kalau tido lama2. 
Masa kat office, she was so very baik little angel. Babbly and smiley with my staffs. Mana tak suka kalau asyik berdukung je kan?? hehe. I can see that she was sleepy tapi sebab ramai org layan dia, she refused to sleep. On the way balik ke rumah only she slept in her car-seat.
Then abt 3pm, we went out to ziarah abi’s auntie in Hospital Selayang. Tasneem was sleeping through out the journey to PJ to pick my ILs, but bila dgr je suara my ILs, terus bukak mata and senyum2 kat nenek dia. We were at the hospital from 5pm till 7pm and she didnt sleep at all, all kicking, smiling and babling sebab ramai orang agah2. Lagi pulak there were a few children around, of course lagi suka la Tasneem.
On the way balik to PJ, only she slept. Agaknya sebab terlampau mengantuk, even she poops, still tido jugak. I was quite lega sebab she didnt fuss around for her nappy changed sbb we had to rush for my matrix gathering at Tupai2 at 8pm.
She woke up when I changed her diaper and stay awake for the rest of the night. Obviously she was sleepy but refuse to sleep. Yang bagusnya, dia tak meragam pulak sbab nak tido. Dia komplen2 lah jugak tapi x menangis, refuse to smile and less kickings. Dok baik je main dgn shawl ummi dlm stroller.
Her behaviour last night made me wonder, adakah sebab suka berjalan Tasneem menjadi kurang tido dan kurang minum susu? Atau pun adakah sebab Tasneem tak selesa nak tido dgn suasana selain bilik tido kami, tp dia x meragam sbb ikut ckp ummi yg pesan supaya jgn menangis sbb ummi nak jumpa kawan2?
Sampai rumah abt 12, she slept on the way back home and continue sleeping when I put her on the bed. She only woke up once asking for her milk and continue sleeping up till now as I write this post. Looking at her, rasa kesian sebab she must be so d*mn tired yesterday, having to sacrifice her sleep for her parents activities. Lagi rasa kesian, she didnt make much fuss and get cranky about that, cuma kurang ceria aje.
Oh, kesian Tasneem. 
